So the team has been in Mexico! It's been great having the dorms to myself in a way. I've had a lot time to think and to just listen to God and just have time to talk to God! God gave me a word this past Wednesday, "Confess" it was awesome. I just had no idea that I had so much I need to get off my chest and tell the girls!!
I want everyone that reads this to know that confessing isn't what you think it is. I mean it can be but for me it was just simply telling the girls what my thoughts were and had been, and telling where I needed help where i was struggling.
I have recently turned 21 last week! I had a great birthday! I got to see my older brother Hayden that I hadn't seen since xmas. I was so excited to see him I miss him so much all the time. Thats about all that's new with me!
till next time
Rachael
]]>So today has been an exciting morning so far! I woke up at 5:07 am DID NOT want to get up at all. I coughed all night last night. Yesterday we had team time at Ray Trent Park. Everything went real well, until we were walking back to the cars, my feet got tangled up in Tiffany's and I slipped and fell, but I landed right on my face, then went into a back spasm. Real exciting!
SO lately I have been having to force myself into acting like I'm in good mood! But thats the things about close friends they can read right through you!
We had a class today with Pastor Lawrence and might I say that it was amazing... We talked about if can or can not lose your salvation. The scriptures that he gave us are amazing!!!
God can really just slap you in the back of the head like your mom, when your having a bad attitude! Today was a hard for me!!
I have my MRI Monday morning at 9:15 I'm very nervous but I know God is faithful to his word and I know I'm healed in the name of Jesus!! I love you guys thanks for always reading my life here on VOX
till next time
Rachael
]]>So I have started a notebook with two of the girls on the team, and I it will be with all them soon enough!!!!
So yesterday I was in a okay mood when I woke up, but something just wasn't right. We had early morning prayer and it was good.
I love my family!!! Im a huge family person, the past few days i have mossed them so much i cant stop thinking about them and i actually cried last night caused i missed my mom so much..
Thank God for your family dont take them granted you never know when you'll miss them
till next time
Rachael
]]>So the past few days and for about a week or so, God has been really stretching me in my faith dealing with my emotions, and mentally!!! I have been getting so offending so easily and I try not to let things bothering me but its hard you know. Ive just been forcing myself through the day just to get through it!!!
So if you didn't know I went to the doctor Monday morning for what I was hoping an xray or MRI or something,
but no all she did was put me on a Medrol pack (steriods) but they aren't working so I called her today to tell her taht they aren't working so she referred me to Integris here in OKC so that I can get a MRI
I go on the 17th of March at 9:15am i'm a little nevous so pray with me please
till next time
Rachael
]]>So the past few days I have been in the office and working on some videos for Masters.
Well I feel like I have missed out on so much, and I hate it... I know now how it feels to feel completly ot of the loop...
School has been pretty intense for me the past few days, just because i have been so scattered brained but yet focused at the same time its crazy!!! So my doctor put me on some steriods for my back and they are totally jacking with my emotions and I hate it, I feel like i have no control!!!!
I FEEL LIKE I FALLING AND I'M NEVER GOING TO HIT THE GROUND!!!
God pour your peace on me please I need it more now than ever!!!
I need to vent!!!! ahhhh!!!
till next time
Rachael
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