What is L O V E ?

If you didn't know I went to Scotland in April. It was something I was something I have always wanted to do and actually got the opportunity to go half across the world. You would think once I got there I would have been so excited, and I was for about a day. Then I really started missing my mom and the states, being in a place I didnt know anything about, the language barrier and so many more things put a damper on my trip.

I broke down around the 3rd or 4th night I was there because I missed my mom. I felt so stupid and like a little child I have never missed my mother like that in my entire life. Tiffany was right by side to help me through. Love that girl more than she knows!!

I have been back from Scotland since April 17th. You can ask anyone from the team that I have had th worst attitude and i have been so negative towards everything especially myself. I just had this spirit of apathy over me and I didn't care which is the bad thing.

I DO CARE!!!!

I have such a heart for people, and I don't think the rest of the MC team knows that, which is sad seeing that I've lived here 9 months. I have a heart of empathy and I will start showing this.

till next time

Rachael