Rachael's Random Thoughts!!!

This week has been so crazy! It feels like Tues but its already Fri !!! I hate feeling like i'm losing track of time! 

I miss mom so much!! She's amazing! I love you mom!!

Ashley and Sonya finally had enough on the van!! lol jk it was really funny tho.

And with Scott too!!!

God has been so good this week! Not that he's not all the time! But we have hadsome amazing classes! Just ask Ill post about some later!

till next time

Rachael

I am starting a new season in my life. I wake up in the morning proclaiming things over my life. I love life with everything I am. It's still rough sometimes but that's life. 

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Hello fellow bloggers,

So I just got home from Scotland and just finished a Pastors conference. I'm tired, and I leave for Indiana at 4 in the morning! We are doing 6 services this week so thr masters team has alot on our plate right now but we love it. I have to be honest with you. The past few weeks and maybe a month or so, I have this huge spirit apathy and anger and every little thing annoys me and a lot of people have been getting on my nerves and when my FRIENDS tell how their doing I just want to say I DON'T CARE, but I do. The enemy is trying to tell me that no one matters except me!

Well let me say I talked to a dear friend of mine lastnight. What she told me helped me out so much! She toldme that she was in the same position as me her first year! I called my bank yesterday, I found out that I have 3x as much as I thought I did. My mom went to the doctor today and she doesn't have breast cancer! Praise him!!!! I love Jesus!! I also have been blessed with a summer job in Augusta, Georgia being a live in nanny for the Opperman family for their 2 child. Their son Boomer is 2 1/2 yrs, and their daughter Dakota is almost 3 months. So i'll definitley have my hands full, but I'm super excited and i really think like Georgia. Well that's all I have for now guys. Love ya

till next time

Rachael

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You would not believe how beautiful scotland is? The pictures you see in calendars and books are nothing like it truly is!!

God has truly blessed me with this opportunity to come here!! I love it and I've only been here for a day!

Jet Lag sucks just let me say that!! t's hitting me hard right now!!

till next time

Rachael

I attended morning prayer this morning at 6am it was awesome. Pastor Nathan has really been bringing an extreme word with every class or prayer time or whatever, ( he's just a extreme type of guy)!!

We had Pastor Lawrence's class today. It was on dating!!

I have had something thoughts ad emotions towards this very subject cause I can date after graduation, so I was very scared and excited!! Just to give you a little background on me, when I was younger I was never without a boyfriend, and if I was, I was at least going on dates. I never waited long enouh to make and grow the friendship befor going into a relationship, so I think thats why I never really had any good relatonships.

I saying to you and the whole world Im taking this challenge.and I have to admit it will be hard but Im super excited....

till next time

Rachael

 Ok so lastnight we had a youth service at Crossroads and it was the first service that we didn't do any dramas we did however do 2 monologues that were awesome!! Their band did worship and I must say that it was awesome. Best worship I had, had in awhile!!

Earlier that day the team had prayer for the serivce. We spent time proclaiming things in the spirit. I just couldn't stop crying, I was carrying so many burdens, I stated proclaiming passion, brokeness, love, confession... I had alot on my mind already but knowing, that God trusts me with the burdens makes me so honored.'

I AM A WARRIOR!!!!!

till next time

Rachael

So the team has been in Mexico! It's been great having the dorms to myself in a way. I've had a lot time to think and to just listen to God and just have time to talk to God! God gave me a word this past Wednesday, "Confess" it was awesome. I just had no idea that I had so much I need to get off my chest and tell the girls!!

I want everyone that reads this to know that confessing isn't what you think it is. I mean it can be but for me it was just simply telling the girls what my thoughts were and had been, and telling where I needed help where i was struggling.

I have recently turned 21 last week! I had a great birthday! I got to see my older brother Hayden that I hadn't seen since xmas. I was so excited to see him I miss him so much all the time. Thats about all that's new with me!

till next time

Rachael